I think you said you had kids, make sure you spend time with your kids. It makes all better. Will it bring back ghost.....no, but it will make you appreciate things. My father passed away a month before I turned 16. Never got to meet my wife, my 2 great kids, or get to see me with my job in sports. My dad loved sports, and every cool event I take my kids to ( and trust me, my 9 yr old has got to do it all) I think of my dad and how lucky I am to have had him in my life for 15 yes and how great it is to come home to a great wife and great kids. Hug them if you can, b/c and the end of the day that is what matters most.